• Jules Graystone
Jules Graystone

My work stems from a spine injury I sustained; a moment that fractured my sense of self and left my body feeling unfamiliar, uncooperative, almost alien. As I navigated recovery, I found myself rebuilding a new self image, one I had no choice but to adapt to. That period became a deep well of reflection, forcing me to examine every part of my life. I needed a material that could hold the weight of those thoughts, something that could compress and contain them, almost like a capsule.

Clay became that material. The act of contorting and twisting it into malformed shapes mirrored the abnormalities I felt within my own body. Its softness, its resistance, its willingness to distort; all of it echoed the tension between fragility and resilience that defined that time. The clay the sculptures rest upon is collected and processed from my parent’s homes, grounding the work in a place that feels both familiar and formative.

There’s something enchanting about how it responds, soft yet dishevelled, unpredictable yet deeply honest. By following its behaviour rather than forcing it, the forms that emerge reveal something about my current state of mind. Each piece becomes a vessel, shaped through a process that lets my thoughts unwind and settle. In that way, the work is both a record of recovery and an ongoing conversation between my body, my mind, and the material in front of me.

Silicone moulds captivated me in the way that with proper technique, a mould can be made that has the capability to produce hundreds of casts. I experimented with skin safe silicone and was stunned with the level of detail that it was able to hold. After starting with just my face I wanted to increase the size to my whole head. This project acted as a difficult but satisfying challenge. Once covering my whole head with silicone. The mould was only strong enough for a single cast, so with that I made a two-part mould.

Having multiple casts of my own head felt surreal, the detail even picking up scars I acquired as a child. In total I made six casts and distributed most of them among friends and family, keeping the master cast for myself. I never have done self-portraits or life drawings of myself before so having replicas of my own head being one of the first artworks of the self is really quite special to me.

My grandfather was an insect collector and after his passing he left me a part of his collection. This was a large factor in my inspiration in college. I was still quite young when my grandfather pasted, but we still shared a deep interest in insects. I am fascinated with their otherworldly alien yet grotesque beauty. I made a two-part silicone mould of an insect figure made from clay. Using this, I casted it in many different materials, one was clear cast resin. Which I photographed in black and white film and displayed, among the classes other photos in our exhibition at treaty brewery.
The texture and rib like configuration of the head are styles that I would evolve into my later clay depictions in relation to my body. This was one of the first shapes I would use to express movement and morph expression of form in my pieces.